but there was more
always more for me
just below the surface
and
after near death subsided
a rushing lake of passion
emerged again ….
it wouldn’t have just
stop flowing would it?
Me and myself said out loud
You and I - like gum
Delmonte - Real Fruit
Wish i could lick the tenderness from your lips like a delmonte. Only the real fruit i like. But wish even more that i could stand for something even if it was that real fruit matters. I have cowarded, turtled. Not like many of us right?
prodigalshe
could it have been
I wonder
the most significant christmas
ever
a certain prodigal
lifted up
just as her prayer
midnight murmured
in between here and there
the empty space
the one between
here and there
feels like
eternity
breasting through
passages
unconscious
entangled
strong legs
when i could
I came
for you when I could
massaged your
timeworn feet
disfigured cold
you understood
you were my smart
smarter than me
103 wrinkles
one for each
long
cruel year
but still
coffees convertibles
poetry and cholastames
you made me happy
happier than I’d been
protector
calmer of
fear
and still
witnessed the titanic
radio’s and mail
you were my wit
much wittier than I
I came for you when I could
loved you. my whole heart
sideways
standing there. you were. a stark surprise
in my view. lifted my eyes. not too high
caught a feeling in that smile so brave
our love always goes
sour so deep
you. my first couch
street weary and cold withdrawn
we all take turns
disembling. it seems
your back. turned.. into a corner
packed up. sideways down. and alone.
guess it was our time.
fall and falling
detailed exchanges
i feel but can’t see
as you said
it’s the beginning
of the death
another year
and i wanted to eat your
eat your
words they felt me
felt me up
under my skin
in my brain
surprise me again
when you get back
lay open
crushed sweetness
shall we
let death allow
something different
She wanted
something different.
Not me.
I know.
can’t fit me into easy, proper, pictures
white ideals
love refuses to be boxed
it spills, gushes and
strips us all down.
making us all look bad
God let me heal
as i lean up against
a brand new idea
that i’m all right
that my loves are perfect
big and bold
and of the light
take it away
embers burning. churning inside my hollow heart. the want burning through my shirt. just hug me and squeeze it all out. years of swelling sorrow. dripping over us as we embrace. Seeing. see my hidden tears. the ones i can’t reach. will you…..let them fall away on your shoulder.
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perfect moments never come. what is love anyway…but that thing you can’t control. like waiting in line for my coffee. almost out the door. butterflies maybe. I don’t love you. I can’t love you. you snagged my heart some imperfect moment when i wasn’t looking. keep telling myself i don’t [...]
