wishing I wish
all the stars
would fall from
my eyes
you’ve made a
mess of me
of which incapable
to break free alone
why won’t you
get carried away
on the edge again
pretend love plays
i know withdrawl
and for it i will die
one more time
suffering anguish i will try
rip i will tear
the stars from my eyes
it burns, it fucking aches
sadness, the gaping hole inside
it will feel
feel feels empty
lonlely, the world scarey
not forever, unfolding me
re-arrange and paint
my inside walls
bring comfort, power
furniture and my own colors
